How I feel. 05-Jul-2020

When I finally blurted out to mother, the family members (sister/cousins/boyfriends) that sexually molested me as a child she contested with:

"They are family. What do we you want me to do? Stop talking to them?!" 03-Jul-2020

If our history is so toxic, why didn't our families do anything about it? 03-Jul-2020

You lose your identity. 01-Jul-2020

I edit in an attempt to add visual keys to the music.

(It's an impairment, I know.) 26-Jun-2020

The easiest way to gain acceptance of sexual identity and preference is to abolish jealousy. 24-Jun-2020

The stereotype we run from is our family. 24-Jun-2020

When you destroy the history that defines you
and the country you reside in
you are negating your ancestor's sweat and accomplishments, suffering and heroism

It won't free you of hurt
It won't grant empathy from the masses
the scars will remain for all to resolve
along with the endless fight

and when future people ask why
they won't understand
because there will be little proof

hostilities will be judged on how races act in the present

I hope new history doesn't include the word asshole in it. 24-Jun-2020

The easiest way for children to get over racism is to play together. 18-Jun-2020

I like to use brother and sister because it insinuates we can hold on to each other. 15-Jun-2020

All art can be extinguished by the power of the present. 15-Jun-2020

Sometimes, when I read past shit, I don't understand it, either. LOL. 13-Jun-2020

Not only is erratic an expression, it's a condition.

Racism has torn at me, as many times as men have. Neck and neck with thousands.

Professionally, I've been inside the works of the privileged and the incredible damage caused to our morale and its workforce.

In interrelationships we tend to accommodate or compete because they are always smarter with greater reserves.

My mother is a white hispanic with a family of light eyed people. My sister and I are its only latin black representation. My father and his lineage died before 50. I am the last one of a generation. My sister is lighter and a female with Pocahontas hair. Though 100 times more hostile, she receives power cheers. (Amazons, indeed.) I'm relegated to listening and acquiescing, squashing my dreams and being vanquished to the looney toons bin if I don't hold the same opinion. They have whittled me down to nothing.

Interracial sex is an intoxicating drug that subjugates and power struggles with its history, no matter the position or the intention.

Politics are a joke that sometimes gets the right thing done but never quick enough.

I never saw a little boy like me in Spanish media.

I'm out of era, confused and only trying to find my truth. The people I choose to talk, though opposed, still represent because their voices are addressing the same problem. I was being fucking Batman except I don't have the gadgets, the smarts, the money, the data or the lie detectors to confirm anything. My only purpose was to bring all the flavors together and cook something. I know, I know...it blew up.

Do your thing, pool the best intelligence the world has to offer, win it, earn it and claim it.

I will always be erratic and inescapably brown. 10-Jun-2020

I am for equality and respect for all. I think mathematically and look for truth so I can fully assess the chaos and decipher it. I don't stand for causes but I regard everyone. The bad eggs are stopping the community from moving forward because they are the problem. You have every right to peacefully protest for our rights but if you don't acknowledge or condemn the problem you might become the problem. The bad eggs represent everything that destroys a community, making it difficult for cops to enforce peace which leads to overreaction, until it becomes a pattern. The people who cross the community bridge for an honest life are the ones being punished for bad egg action. They represent the superficial gods you worship and I think you need to acknowledge them, for history's sake. The future will ask. Empathy doesn't start with somebody else, it starts with you. 03-Jun-2020

My mother has a cure for that gamey taste only adults can cipher from meat and poultry without preservatives. She washes it in Clorox... and she's absolutely right. (Argh.) 23-May-2020