Wisps Posts Tagged as 'Environment'
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One of the most mystifying gifts my mother laid on me this year is for me to stop pretending to be black and just be white. She's never seen me as anything but, so it is so. Racism doesn't apply to me because she's always seen me as white. LOL. It was said in an advisory tone to offset future guilt. Head explosion. If I went outside right now and declared I was white they would shoot me. I'm not black because my hair don't kink, she says. (2 blunts.) My nephews and nieces are black because their fathers and mothers are really black. There are no black people in Puerto Rico. They're Indian. Body collapse. 25-Dec-2020
I came out to my mother when I was 17 years old and no longer residing in her household. I didn't expect a good reaction so I called her on a public phone and announced it to her. She cried, became quiet and told me she suspected it but that she loved me, no matter what. I didn't have to lie to mother anymore. It was freeing. I visited her a few days later. She had time to absorb and ponder having a gay son. She cried again, I asked why and she said because being gay meant I was destined for a miserable life. That's impossible, it was such an overwhelming feeling to be me. I had to prove her wrong. She asserted conditions for my new identity: no meeting of "my men," I must continue to have a masculine presence, especially around family and don't get sick. I ignored her, introduced her to every one, told as much of the family as I could bear and kept my masculinity in check.
My mother recently confided to me that she used to receive dick pics from my croc daddy in the US mail while I was living with him. I thought, he might have done it as revenge for my unwillingness to absorb giant dick pain and or tricking him into being a gay bottom. When I took him to Gay Pride he cried because he thought I mistook him for one of those. He was straight. His shit was no joke but he was. A child molester was my educator and entrance into the gay world. I also figured my mother and I were even. Her boyfriend tried to brutally rape me. Mother's boyfriend was two years older than me, my croc daddy was 55. Our boyfriends shared the same culture, understood the nuances that make people vulnerable, and always seemed to be creepily plotting something sexual for us. Neither man represented our community. They were perverts sidling up to mommies so they could play with their children. (Now I know why she tried to cut him out of my photo albums.) I understand her comments and I realized her concern. My gay education came from perverts. The community hates itself more than the media loves it. Clicks work for a minute, the families we create are fake and we all die alone. We need less "Boys In The Band" depression and more gay reality awareness so we can come up with better coping mechanisms. Not smile at weirdos taking advantage of us because of politically correct etiquette.
I apologized to my mother. My croc stalked me, stole from us, used me, beat me up, tied me up and raped me. Afterwards, he thought of not releasing me because he was afraid I would kill him. You bet your life! But I had no choice, I begged for my life, stroked the psycho's ego and he loosened one arm while he Soniced out of the apt. I was stalked by my ex, my mother was stalked by her ex and I was stalked by both exes. I spent a lifetime trying to prove mother's sentiment wrong but in the end, she was right.
(Pic of my daddy croak included. Mother destroyed my croak dic picks but y'all can ask mother if she kept her copy.) 26-Oct-2020
I asked my mother why she didn't gloat to her senior compatriots about her son having served the President and she said never. They would kill her while doing the laundry. (Give me a break. She's in Florida surrounded by Cubans.) 01-Sep-2020
Laugh bitches, we're all gonna die soon. 18-Aug-2020
I destroyed a privileged housewife's party by suggesting a truth game. The couples wrote down questions they wanted to ask each other to become better acquainted. The hostess with the mostest agreed to it, accepted the handwritten questions and unbeknownst to us, burnt them in the fire pit. The group kept wondering when we were going to play but a friend suggested that it was over. She burnt the questions because she found them offensive and didn't want her husband answering them. The truth does not, a happy marriage make. Party down. 29-Apr-2020
White savior narrative in film
This is the time for our brothers and sisters (of equality or not) to stand together and help however we can. Because I want the future Hollywood film to celebrate how not only we managed to protect ourselves but how we saved others. It's time to stop whining about a punishment that my generation and beyond suffered and move forward and trust people again. Go out there and prove you're equal! 06-Apr-2020
"Lift up your eyes to the sky, Then look to the earth beneath; For the sky will vanish like smoke, And the earth will wear out like a garment And its inhabitants will die in like manner; But My salvation will be forever, And My righteousness will not wane."
We pray to God to protect us from this dark period that he obviously set upon us for enlightenment.
We plunder the earth with our giant feet pounding the globe and disrespecting its culture and resources and expect nothing bad to happen.
We drop babies like missiles because we think we can and because idiots in the media keep telling us what miracles they are.
We carry human trash on our shoulders in celebration, absolving them and their followers of all atrocities committed. (see Tiger dick)
We terraform the earth, turning homes into hideous forests generating mousetraps for environmental revenge so we can blame it on someone else. (see Trump)
We make excuses and invent cute baby phrases to legitimize rampant sex. (see pansexual)
I love animals but the delusion that they have priority over man is not God's plan and should never take precedence over us.
Parents no longer parent, dispatching mentally undeveloped, selfish and sour adults into the world. These beings are sensitive to almost every word in the dictionary and inherited no balls to save a planet.
Post pandemic will originate a race war that will grant true supremacy to its victor and I don't think we're in the running. 03-Apr-2020
"I felt more freedom when I was a baby." 26-Feb-2020
It's a pity the message didn't get here sooner. (Blasted e-mails from our past.) 16-Jan-2020
I spent a lifetime trying to understand and complement my life with others. While cruising through the last of my hurrahs, I realized that it's only ours that really matters. 16-Jan-2020
After the 136th failed and waste of attempt to establish a LTR with a man, my mother exclaimed that it doesn't seem boy on boy relationships work. After more than 30 years of fighting it, I gave up and concurred. Every gay man wants one, few achieve it and many of us have no fucking idea how to score it. Sometimes I feel our legacy is just loving puppies and swallowing dick. 14-Jan-2020
I am sorry I didn't partake of all the depraved things I was invited to. I'd be immune like everyone else. 30-Dec-2019
If God Is A Woman...
why didn't she turn the wine white? 01-Dec-2019
in what century did the sex change occur? 01-Dec-2019
why didn't she punish the snake? 01-Dec-2019
why'd she let Eve eat that fucking apple? 01-Dec-2019
why'd she let Satan get away? A woman would have killed him. Is he her ex? 01-Dec-2019
why so homophobic? (Never mind, it's the only one that makes sense) 01-Dec-2019
why the favoritism towards white cis men? 01-Dec-2019
why did she let man enslave her? 01-Dec-2019
why didn't she give herself a preferred orgasm? 01-Dec-2019
why is she so self-loathing? 01-Dec-2019
why is she so quiet? 01-Dec-2019
I miss having depressed friends I can share feelings with. They would invigorate my mental health to allow me to fight another day. Laying out our depression was considered cool in my gay day but today, it's a "Debbie Downer Syndrome" to avoid. We are spastic, trying not to hurt anyone's sensitive feelings whilst trumpeting tired cliches that are supposed to uplift. We don't dive deep for fear of drowning . "DDS" isn't about the headline propaganda we all sputter but how she fits in the world. We are too busy in the world to look at our friends, to be mindful of signals and to notice we've been programmed. We have become the robots we couldn't create. We all want to think we are making a difference but not acknowledging that "DD" is screaming for help is not going to certify the campaign for a better world.
Suicidal people don't want to die but society never shuts their blowhard long enough to let anyone think. 20-Nov-2019
We are getting very close to becoming the burp nation. 04-Nov-2019
I spent a lifetime changing to accommodate others, yet they all remain the same. 06-Jun-2019