I've changed my mind about spirituality. You can believe whatever you want as long as it keeps your heart beating and no one gets hurt. Amen. 14-May-2019

My geniuses were the people whose art kept me alive. I decided to stop naming them because its not fair to the artistry of the mind. 10-May-2019

The biggest lesson I received from "me too" was when to keep my mouth shut. Those miracles they address so regularly are rarely awarded to "everyone." How much fairness can there be if in order to "feel better" I need to become Igor from Frankenstein constantly apologizing and calling chills of darkness, master. Safety first. 28-Apr-2019

The boy who defined my sex was a Jehovah's Witness and my cousin. I was his sex obedient from age 8 to 18 (when he bored of me.) He took my sex while I was asleep as I woke to a dry and cold orgasm.

I gave him a hickey the night before he wed his first 12 year old bride. When I came out to him at 16 he used the moment to remind me that I should never mention having sex with him and his brother (they were straight) and that he had a penchant for children. It was a chilling moment. Five wives under the age of 13, countless children, countless cover-ups from the family and the church and innumerate weddings that my cousins and I forced smiles for. I was a Jehovah's Witness too but I quit because they couldn't cohesively answer "why I couldn't celebrate my birthday."

The monster tired of his wives at the age of 18. The family joke was that they woke up. The reality was that he violently possessed them. He gained sympathy and property of his children and was regarded as a great father because the children seemed overly physically attached to him. He carried them around like monkeys. He was the only one allowed to touch them. The family celebrated every child marriage and birth like it was holy. He was a beloved violent boxer.

When I told my mother, she was flabbergasted. All boys do that. I snitched on the family. Bullshit! Get over it! Family first! Do not discuss this with your sister (the saint?)

My cousin was a teen heartthrob. The mothers gushed, the women flirted and the girls were overcome. He was a Puerto Rican with blue eyes, freckles and red hair that cascaded in the wind. What I saw was the guy from Mad Magazine with a diabolical edge. Women are funny. 06-Feb-2019

I lost 15 lbs. on the California spoiled food diet. 01-Feb-2019

To the pods that continue to complain that service doesn't understand english...

...even with a barrier they are performing a job we are too spoiled to do and how the fuck do you order a taco? 06-Jan-2019

Do you think that if we had stuck with grandma's diet that we would have become immune to poison? 17-Dec-2018

We will never save anyone from death if we don't let them talk about it. 16-Dec-2018

It taught me that war has many voices. 15-Oct-2018

No one cares about the environment because God created everything to destruct. They bloat the planet with children so they can watch them go boom. 08-Oct-2018